He Cares
our God is far greater,
than words can make known.
exalted and holy,
He reigns from His throne.
in infinite splendor He rules over all.
yet He feeds the poor sparrows,
and He knows when they fall.
His power is great,
and will ever endure.
His wisdom is peaceable,
gentle and pure.
but greater than all of these glories i've seen,
is the gloriest promise,
that He cares for me.
what
who
where
you.
Sunday, May 30, 2010
forget my previous post,
all i want for my birthday is good food =\
I'M FREAKING HUNGRY
all i want for christmas my birthday
okay so seriously if you wanna know what i want for my birthday, i have shamelessly decided to put a list on my blog.
1) ps3
2) xbox360
3) nintendo wii
4) new laptop
5) fm transmitter for ipod
6) new leather wallet
7) poser leather belt (like pzr's raoul one just less poser)
8) easton stealth baseball bat (or equivalent)
9) first base mitt
10) new slacks
11) under armour long sleeves
12) poser bag to carry whilst wearing formalish attire (not a crumpler)
13) iphone
14) red sox jersey size m
15) red sox new era official cap size 7 5/8
16) my pink ic (ORD LORH)
...................
wait long long
given how expensive all the above items are, please dont get me any of them (unless it's instant ord)
what i'd really appreciate is a birthday card with something written on it (besides happy birthday)
and just come on the 19th of june.
happy birthday to me (in about 18 days give or take)
Saturday, May 29, 2010
time,
to start counting down.
i'm very tired as usual from training/match/gym
but hey i had fun.
and i think no one loves me as much as my football manager (thats a lie i know)
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
i can't believe how bitter i still am.
i just can't let go of all those decisions i made.
.................
i guess i'll just have to pray.
too late for apologies, glances and messed up chances
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
sometimes i wished i behaved more normally.
why be different?
some part of me wishes i was going to ntu.
staying in hostel
playing softball
hanging out with the guys every week for poker
do stupid things like go out every night for supper
go clubbing
get a girlfriend
go on exchange
serve in church
getting my own car
but i'm not.
and it's a path we all choose for ourselves
and there isn't anything i fear more than lonliness
but i can't breathe without you.
Monday, May 24, 2010
happy birthday.
all that i'm after.
met up with sarah the other day.
concluded that i live in a bubble.
bubbles are good!
every day i feel like eating. a lot of food
last round poker makes people do stupid things.
so don't ever play the last round.
time really flies.
it's almost june.
i'm almost 20.
scary.
stop calling stop calling idontwannatalkanymore
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
i dont have much of a life.
i dont club
i dont use msn
i dont update my facebook
my handphone is pathetic
i use my off to stay at home and sleep
my weekends aren't much different
sometimes i wish my life was more happening
but then i remember i was the one who chose it to be this way.
and if i tried to change it in anyway,
it wouldn't really be me anymore
so i'm guessing it won't be changing anytime soon
Monday, May 17, 2010
i am a lobster.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
first game since the rj match almost 2 years ago.
i'd forgotten the adrenaline rush that comes when you step into the batters box
and all that matters is the duel between you and the pitcher.
having said that, i'm kinda irritated at how rusty i've become.
missed two fly balls that were definitely mine
batted lead off and didnt get a single hit- 3 groundouts 1 fly out 1 hbp
but other than that, i must say i thoroughly enjoyed myself today.
i'm exhausted now. the sun was literally scorching.
time to sleep
swing swing batter
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
yesterday someone told me about people who commit crime.
she said they justify their actions by reasoning it out,
that there is also someone worse. that their actions are to serve a purpose. that there isn't any moral standard and their actions are all relative
and i wonder.
isn't that what we all do?
morals become relative whenever we face a choice.
endless words to explain our each and every action.
and there is just something wrong with all of this.
when did lying become right?
stop trying to justify your own actions jem
integrity-
ethical beyond doubt,
anything grey is black
Monday, May 10, 2010
sick
cui
and yeah chelsea won.
but to be honest no one deserved it
you're not the first or the last but you're possibly the prettiest
Sunday, May 09, 2010
playing softball yesterday,
was almost like falling in love all over again
(except i've never been in love so i don't know what it feels like)
lol
i miss you it so much it's amazing.
Friday, May 07, 2010
i've been looking forward to tomorrow for over a week.
im kinda nervous actually to see how bad i'll be.
and it doesn't help that i'm sick.
heres to nothing
Thursday, May 06, 2010
i wonder if you feel as pathetic as you really are.
good job jem.
This wasted so many nights and again
I've wasted so much time on a friend
Too young, too proud to understand
Tuesday, May 04, 2010
today i asked myself,
why on earth do i go to the gym?
in all honesty i've no idea.
i've no incentive or motivation
but in the end i still went.
lawl.
big hearts are for breaking
remember that and dont be taken for a fool
Monday, May 03, 2010
was talking with dude,
and i/we concluded,
why do we need to accept the world's standard that life isn't complete without a girlfriend.
the answer is we don't.
i don't want to continue to accept this lie.
i know i'm perfectly satisfied in Christ alone.
Your grace has found me just as i am,
empty handed but alive in Your hands
Sunday, May 02, 2010
i've spent the past few days with the ip guys.
more often than not we spend our time reminiscing about the 4 years we spent together.
the times going out to eat along each and every restaurant with student offers along bukit timah road
each and every single softball match we played
the mugging. the bridge. the soccer. the frisbee. the hokkien mee. the cai fan. the grand stand. the dota @ BYTZ. prom. dance.mt sinai w!ld. poker. dai dee. the dumb shit we did.
unbelievable.
but like what i always say.
it's all over
all we have left are pictures and memories
EMOOOOOOOOO
by Grace.
christian
17 june
just jem
.
I05
out
credits
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