He Cares
our God is far greater,
than words can make known.
exalted and holy,
He reigns from His throne.
in infinite splendor He rules over all.
yet He feeds the poor sparrows,
and He knows when they fall.
His power is great,
and will ever endure.
His wisdom is peaceable,
gentle and pure.
but greater than all of these glories i've seen,
is the gloriest promise,
that He cares for me.
what
who
where
you.
Friday, April 30, 2010
i thank God that the weekend is here.
not cause i have anything to do,
but rather because it means the week is over.
thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou
i am the ultimate sai gang warrior
anything you say, i will do.
not because i like you.
but rather because i don't have a choice.
power may be bought or bestowed upon you,
but respect is earnt.
and you,
have none of mine.
i may not say anything,
but deep inside my heart is burning to tell you how i really feel
i hate you and everything that reminds me of you.
every morning i dread getting out of bed
but i tell myself,
two years, FO.
may i never have the pleasure of seeing you again.
superficial hypocrites
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
my other toe nail came off.
so whats left is half a nail.
and half of that half is dyed dark red.
pretty gross.
softball.
hmmm
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
change is not as easy as it seems.
how would you like to go back to before?
mmmmm
im confused
Sunday, April 25, 2010
i watched a movie with pretty bad reviews.
i was expecting something worse, some dumb show with the sterotypical happy ending where the guy gets the girl.
i left presently surprised.
and i took away one valuable lesson-
don't get taken for a free ride.
but besides that, the movie was pretty bad.
haha oh well
dear Lord,
i pray that next month will be different.
that it'll be a change for the better.
that i will learn to draw strength from You,
and not seek to fight my battles alone.
that i will learn to trust You in all things,
and not worry about how i'm going to fend for myself.
that i will learn to turn to You first,
and not feel sorry for myself.
that i will learn to humble myself,
and not take pride in whatever meaningless achievements i have.
that i will remember You are always there for me,
and not feel lonely all the time.
i pray that this change won't just start next month,
but rather next week.
i don't want to wait anymore.
i will give You all my worship.
for You alone are worthy.
dude told me that day that i jump to decisions about emotions too quickly.
damn right.
today turned out okay in the end.
thank you Lord.
i'm just really exhausted from the whole month.
may may turn out better.
Saturday, April 24, 2010
i know i'm getting a little draggy,
but today just clearly illustrated how unfair life is.
and here i am just wondering,
what am i gonna do about it?
i dont really like playing lan games which give me a splitting headache.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
why pretend to strive to be fair to everyone,
when the world isn't fair at all.
life is pretty messed up all on your own.
Monday, April 19, 2010
i grew tired of waiting,
and just about everything else at the moment.
smile for the camera
=D
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Sunday, April 18, 2010
i realized,
i haven't done quiet time in ten days.
i'm trying to decide which is more heart wrenching,
watching united play or watching the red sox.
argh =\
if i have to watch 92 minutes of rubbish every week,
just to see that one goal in the last minute,
i'd say it was worth every moment.
brilliant rubbish,
possible only when supporting united.
on the brighter side, i won 5 bucks despite playing like rubbish today.
the dangers of poker
Saturday, April 17, 2010
once upon a time i wouldn't give a damn.
but now i gotta say,
thats damn freaking irresponsible.
and coming from someone who lectures me all the time.
its f. hypocritical.
seriously?
wake up your idea.
i'm sorry God,
but for now i'm living off my own strength
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
im back on eating things to make me sleep.
why,
do i have so many pills.
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Now playing: John Mayer - Heartbreak Warfare
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
i'm really not sure what to think at the moment.
you're just a one more hand me down.
one chance?
today, was a pretty crappy day,
but it was probably worse for you.
i hate hypocrites.
i don't understand human nature and why people can't be more altruistic
does it hurt that much to be nice?
then again i'm not one to say. hypocrite indeed.
you deserve so much more.
yet you still hang on to what you don't deserve.
to give you what you need?
Monday, April 12, 2010
this weekend ended before i knew it.
sat 8-11 was spent at jalan kayu (or somewhere near there) and no i wasn't eating prata.
and no not 8-11am. 8am - 11pm =\
after that was poker.stayover. church. soccer. fifa08 and then now.
i'm tired =\
i cant wait for the weekend.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
i've been keeping my eyes wide open,
just wondering to myself when is enough enough?
i think.....
united suck. sir af needs to wake up his idea.
Thursday, April 08, 2010
God knows,
and that's enough.
i listened to a sermon today.
the one thing that i took back from it was the preacher saying that there is a difference between christians and religious people.
religious people do good works, expecting their rewards from God.
christians are ..................................
mmhm
Wednesday, April 07, 2010
i ain't perfect but at least i admit it.
i know,
i know,
i live the life of a sinner.
but when......
but.
no buts or excuses.
but i do hope you don't think poorly of me
Tuesday, April 06, 2010
ever i will seek You.
Sunday, April 04, 2010
IT'S OVER =D
yippie!
did i have fun?
yes
was it worthwhile?
i'd like to think so.
would i do it again?
hmmmm.
if it really brought one soul to God then yes.
i'm tired.
and now, strangely free.
ashes for beauty.
only a fool would decline
man utd.
part of me wished i watched the match.
but part of me is glad i didnt
LOC to the max
Friday, April 02, 2010
i'll say it straight and plain.
but then again i may be wrong.
i got something i dont deserve.
and i feel weird about it.
i want to go out with the guys so badly and watch manuchelsea
Thursday, April 01, 2010
if life were a movie,
i don't think i'd want to watch it.
by Grace.
christian
17 june
just jem
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I05
out
credits
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