He Cares
our God is far greater,
than words can make known.
exalted and holy,
He reigns from His throne.
in infinite splendor He rules over all.
yet He feeds the poor sparrows,
and He knows when they fall.
His power is great,
and will ever endure.
His wisdom is peaceable,
gentle and pure.
but greater than all of these glories i've seen,
is the gloriest promise,
that He cares for me.
what
who
where
you.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
eti.
booking in again.
horrid feeling. but this week im trying to go in with a little more positive attitude.
but hard i guess.
live firing this week which i guess is something to look forward to. or not.
so pray for me.
a little back and forth lately
i guess you may be right about the expectations part.
but i just can't help but feel like i already lost it.
seek strive excel.
wth??
Sunday, May 24, 2009
truly a walk to remember.
i'm not talking to you.
Saturday, May 23, 2009
im wondering,
is this really how You wanted things to turn out?
maturity.
go figure.
i can't see clearly at the moment.
but i'm trusting.
so tell me what's your plan for me?
she said she can't see straight anymore?
goodnight
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
to my juniors who probably won't get to read this- i'm proud of you guys. i know how much you guys have put in and all the shit you've had to go through to make it to this point. you may not have achieved what you guys wanted, but remember it isn't the end of the world. take heed from all the times you've had together and hopefully take back something from all of this.
a year ago, i had the same shit feeling inside me that it was over.
yet in actual fact it had only just begun
lycans, FO
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
despite the initial reluctance, i still went down to watch my guys play against rj.
it was a strange familiar scene for me, except this time it was on the side lines.
that feeling of defeat, wanting just to give up so badly yet you still have to hold your head up and continue.
i didn't like it.
i pray that tomorrow will be better for them.
softball- i just want to play again so badly.
Monday, May 18, 2009
went back to watch what was supposed to be nj vs rj today.
well it rained out =\ seriously
but it wasn't as much of a waste of time as i had expected it to be.
got to catch up with quite a few teachers i haven't met with for a while and some of my juniors as well.
had lunch with miss lim at j8 thai express. its overpriced.
i also finally went to buy the rj pe tee.
and i spent time reading this book on walking with God.
so that sums up day 1 of block leave.
now all i need is more sleep =\
i'm still trying to decide whether to go down tomorrow. hmmm
Sunday, May 17, 2009
today or should i say yesterday, i went back for college day.
it really reminded me of all the reasons why i disliked nj, ranging from stupid speeches to the intense lack of support for certain ccas.
messed up as always.
do i miss nj?
i suppose so. i'd gladly repeat j2 year if i could.
moving along to happier things,
POP LORH.
again.
time really flies when you're having fun (or not)
i'll miss my time in bravo. i enjoyed sispec way more than bmt. it probably helped that i grew fitter and could finally clear ippt and stuff.
but i think mostly it had to do with the section and how retardedly fun they were.
i won't miss the late bravo book outs and the lack of welfare. but i guess you can say that was good training
anyway after college day, i went out with the guys + charlyn. as usual we talked about ns and stuff. but more importantly i enjoyed their company. note to self to always bring the camera along to take photos before its really too late.
so on to enjoy my one week of block leave. i promise not to waste it away sleeping.
so this is the way that i say i need You,
this is the way that i say i love You,
this is the way that i say i'm Yours,
this is the way
this is the way
that i'm learning to breathe
Sunday, May 10, 2009
i havent exactly been blogging for quite a while. i think it has to do with having nothing much to say.
i have no social life whatever. but when i read johnson's blog about him having no social life, i guess i should count myself lucky.
this week in rained twice at 3am.
normally you wouldn't think twice about it. but when you're outfield sleeping under the trees, the rain is really hell.
i remember just sitting there soaking asking God why must it rain.
but i must say that was quite a memorable experience. especially the second night where five of us crammed under one ground sheet and used our heads as basha poles.
mmrs you don't really forget.
on the brighter side, i passed soc. 9.04. i wanted to die at the finishing line. but i was really pleased when it was over. this coming from the guy who failed soc and passed ippt in bmt. eat that
this friday is pop for bslc
in a strange way, im not actually looking forward to it. the past 8 weeks have really been one enjoyable experience which totally trumps my time in bmt.
but i guess its time to move along.
i was looking at the photos of the guys playing against tpjc. i wish i was there watching them.
but no i can't be there =\
i wish i was back in nj. you never truely appreciate how much you enjoy it till its over. strange that i'm actually saying i miss nj. heh
i'm not sure if i've been a shining testimony for Him this 8 weeks. but i'm still trying
from the ends of the earth to the depth of my heart let Your mercy and strength be seen
by Grace.
christian
17 june
just jem
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I05
out
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