He Cares
our God is far greater,
than words can make known.
exalted and holy,
He reigns from His throne.
in infinite splendor He rules over all.
yet He feeds the poor sparrows,
and He knows when they fall.
His power is great,
and will ever endure.
His wisdom is peaceable,
gentle and pure.
but greater than all of these glories i've seen,
is the gloriest promise,
that He cares for me.
what
who
where
you.
Sunday, December 31, 2006
Pray tell, which part of team do you not understand?
Go ahead and get all the kills in the world, you'll never be great if you have zero teamwork.
Got owned pretty badly,
but on the bright side it was fun.
I guess I'm trying to say I'm sorry.
Always, all ways I wanted us to be,
Always, all ways you and me,
And I wait here on my own,
And I wait for you to see,
All the time I spend alone now won't comfort me.
'Cause I'm waiting for you,
And I'll wait here for you,
Give me answers, give me through,
I will wait
or maybe not. haha sucks to be you.
anyone in love should be shot
what reason is there to wait anyway?
i said its alright.
but maybe i lie?
My fantasy football might suck to the ends of the world,
but Manchester United won,
and Chelsea drew.
1 Manchester United 53points +34G.D
2 Chelsea 47points +20G.D
Eat that Colin.
Saturday, December 30, 2006
Why haven't I been blogging?
Well firstly I've been too lazy. Secondly I haven't had much time. Thirdly if you really wanted to know about my life you would ask me and not read my blog.
Been doing quite a lot of stuff with my batch from church. Haven't done anything with them for such a long time. Must say I missed hanging out with them.
Played pool with Colin and Joel today. Good to see both of them after so long. Especially Joel. His hair looks way better.
BTP LAN shop stinks. stinks big time.
One more friendship down the drain.
that makes four? no wait five
How much more do you expect from me?
Thursday, December 28, 2006
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
you're asking to get your heart broken
i think this song is hilarious. its seriously so funny.
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
I'm dreaming of a white christmas,
just like the ones I used to know.
Where the treetops glisten,
and children listen,
To hear, sleighbells in the snow.
I'm dreaming of a white christmas,
with every christmas card i write.
May your days be merry, and bright.
And may all your christmases be white.
Monday, December 25, 2006
i suppose now would be a good time to say merry christmas.
merry christmas everyone.
my com hung, cm closed, i didn't save =(
life sucks doesnt it?
Sunday, December 24, 2006
This goes out to colin, ernest, johnson and all the ip guys.
but especially colin since it's his favourtie song.
merry christmas.
i dont actually mean a word of it.
but merry christmas. see you guys soon.
This Gift
98 Degrees
The snow is falling, the city is white
You're eyes are shining like diamonds tonight
And we're all alone
There's no one home
You're finally in my arms again
The night is silent and Christmas is here
I couldn't ask for more then having you near
Cause I love you girl (love you girl)
And I always will (always will)
And now I know the moment is right
The moment is right!
Cause I've been waiting to give
This gift tonight
I'm down on my knees
There's no better time
It's something to last for as long as you live
Tonight I'm gonna give you (oh girl!)
All my heart can give
I thought I'd give you something shiny and new
I tried to find something worthy of you
But I realize when I looked inside
There's some things that money can't buy (oh no!)
I feel the magic whenever you're near
I feel it even this time of the year
Because I love you girl (love you girl)
I always will (always will!)
And now I know the moment is right
The moment is right!
Cause I've been waiting to give
This gift tonight (this gift tonight)
I'm down on my knees
There's no better time
It's something to last for as long as you live
Tonight I'm gonna give you
All my heart can give
You know I'll always be true to you
And you know that I'm the one you can turn to (oh yeah)
Anytime, any place, or any where
You know that I will always be there (oh baby)
Cause I've been waiting to give
This gift tonight
I'm down on my knees
There's no better time
It's something to last for as long as you live
Tonight I'm gonna give you
All my heart can give
Waiting to give
This gift tonight
I'm down on my knees
There's no better time
It's something to last for as long as you live
Tonight I'm gonna give you
All my heart can give
three cheers for gay songs.
Saturday, December 23, 2006
emo is when you get your butt pwned in fantasy football.
I think my walk with the Lord is finally back on track
and as He watched the wretched ones who hurt Him,
these silent words the Father said:
This is my Son whose flesh you've torn,
this is my Son you've crown with thorns.
My precious child, you've tortured and abused.
Even though I could save Him, from this shame.
Though I could rescue Him from pain,
I choose to let Him die for you.
Immanuel, God with us.
church concert today. i have loads of opinions but i think they are best kept to myself.
overall i think it was pretty good.
went for bandfest yesterday at the esplanade with ernest and jiayi. i must say it was pretty good even though i personally don't appreciate such stuff.
oh before that i watched night at the museum with weiliang, zhirong, abel and colin.
WILBERT TEDJA DITCHED US. YOU ROCK BIG TIME MAN.
it was a pretty good show. wasn't great but since i was expecting something really bad i left the cinema feeling pleasently happy.
i find it slightly wasted how this has gone to waste.
if thats all your word is worth then you can keep it.
but thats just too bad isn't it?
you may as well kiss our friendship goodbye
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Just got back from soccer. first time playing in ages and i had one heck of a work out.
I'm really happy now .
my day.
woke up at 10. quite surprising considering what time i slept. spent the morning playing starwars battlefront courtesy of weiliang.
had lunch with my dad at holland v coffee club. i really like the food there even though its pretty expensive.
after that my dad gave me a lift to the mrt. happened to meet allister there and we headed off to dhoby ghaut together.
basically we watched eragon. it was bad. not terrible but bad. predictable story line, bad fight scenes and a dumb love plot make a stupid movie.
went to meridian to play pool after that. gosh i think i suck so badly.
headed to bishan after that to play soccer with the guy.
soccer just rocks so much.
had a great work out and now my legs are dead.
You're Pitiful
Weird Al Yankovic
Sung to You're Beautiful by James Blunt
My life is brilliant...
What, was I too early?
Oh, sorry. Should I...
Do you wanna start over? Or, keep going?
Okay, now? Now?
My life is brilliant
Your life's a joke
You're just pathetic
You're always broke
Your homemade Star Trek uniform
really ain't impressin' me
You're sufferin' from delusions of
Adequicy
You're Pitiful,
You're Pitiful,
You're Pitiful,
It's true.
Never had a date
That ya couldn't inflate
And ya smell repulsive too
What a bummer bein' you
Well ya just can't dance
And forget romance
Everybody you know still calls ya
Farty Pants
:
But you always have a job well I mean,
As long as you still can work that slurpie machine
You're Pitiful,
You're Pitiful,
You're Pitiful,
It's true.
You're half undressed
Eatin' chips of your chest
While you're playin' Halo 2
No one's classier than you
Lalala la
Lalala la
Lalala la Loser
You're Pitiful,
You're Pitiful,
You're Pitiful,
It's true.
Your dog would much rather
Play fetch by itself
You still live with your Mom and you're 42
Guess you'll never grow a clue
When it just sucks to be you
Monday, December 18, 2006
Its times like these where I'm so glad
that I have my Lord.
Your only Son
No sin to hide
But You have sent Him,
From Your side
To walk upon this guilty sod
And to become the Lamb of God
Your gift of Love
They crucified
They laughed and scorned him as he died
The humble King
They named a fraud
And sacrificed the Lamb of God
Oh Lamb of God, Sweet lamb of God
I love the Holy Lamb of God
Oh wash me in His precious Blood
My Jesus Christ the Lamb of God
I was so lost I should have died
But You have brought me to Your side
To be led by Your staff and rod
And to be call a lamb of God
Oh Lamb of God, Sweet lamb of God
I love the Holy Lamb of God
Oh wash me in His precious Blood
till i am just a lamb of God
Oh wash me in His precious Blood
My Jesus Christ, the Lamb of God
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Just came back from caroling.
sequence of events:
3.30pm: reach home to discover anna wasn't at home
4pm: finally enter the house to discover i have a stomach ache
4.30pm: exit the shower
4.45pm: leave the house
what time were we supposed to report again? 4.45.
5.10pm: reach church
okay so i was late. its really not my fault. well at least not completely my fault anyway
must say it was pretty fun. more fun than i expected anyway.
whole thing finished at approximately 10ish. the sec4s went to jo's house to do who knows what. left at 11.30 with allister and we cabbed back from seletar hills all the way back home.
Saturday, December 16, 2006
I've been wondering to myself why i care so much about the opinions of others,
and i can't understand why.
But I'm trying to change.
The world's wealth and riches can be bought and sold,
But I possess a treasure far greater than gold.
Was a gift passed down to me, from heaven above,
T'was the gift, of my Father's love.
And my Father's love is strong and true,
Always believing, always seeing me through.
So no matter what happens in His grand design,
I'll be fine with my Father's love.
I have my Father's love.
Friday, December 15, 2006
my trip to phuket.
Memorable Events
1) Snorkelling
Have you ever tried snorkelling,
with your handphone in your pocket?
piece of advice: don't
you'll end up like me.
but on the bright side my sim card works.
2) Food Poisoning
Sucks. Big time.
and that sums up my trip!
ask me for any more details
just came back from one day of youth conference. pretty sad i could only go for one day but hey its better than nothing.
really enjoyed myself during this one day.
so maybe i am a cynical horrible person.
but i think you would be too in my position.
actions speak louder than words and your actions contradict your words.
you speak of repentance of sin, but does it truely show?
i'm not one in a position to comment, i ain't much better myself.
so lets stop here before i turn into a hypocrite
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Wow I'm back.
extremely tired which is all i can say.
i want star movies!
Saturday, December 09, 2006
In less than 3 hours i'll be on another flight.
i really want to go for youth conference =\
but i won't.
for some strange reason i'm going to wear the exact same team njc shirt i wore to france
I'm the one who wants to be with you,
Deep inside I hope you feel it too.
Waited on a line of greens and blues,
Just to be the next to be with you .
wow i'm leaving tomorrow already. nothing much else to say.
hope i have a great time cause i'm missing conference for this.
drats.
and i haven't even packed yet =)
the holidays are almost over
and im not done with integration
may united will win the manchester derby.
someone be nice and sms me the score.
its either jealousy, or a really irritated person pissed off at some *** *** without ****s.
the stars stand for something which shouldnt be posted
Friday, December 08, 2006
went out with mat today.
went to queensway to buy random stuff. was originally supposed to buy a german jersey but i changed my mind. anywayy all the shops were out of stock so yeah.
anyway i finally got a new bag for softball. which was nice.
went to btp to play pool after that.
i suck. i sucked so badly today. damn.
more pool anyone?
Thursday, December 07, 2006
1-0
2-0
2-1
3-1
3-2
3-3
then an 8-9 lost on penalties with all 11 players having a chance to score from the spot.
kirkland scored. westerveld missed.
damn.
now tell me whose fault is that?
player or manager.
next match. 3-0 up at half time. 6-0 up by the 90 minute.
final score? 6-2.
2 goals let in in 2 minutes.
great.
just great.
it just hit me that i won't be going for youth conference this year.
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
sleep less, dota more.
Just came back from softball chalet cum seniors farewell. Man i had one heck of a time.
and yeah i didn't actually get any proper sleep but thats the fun of it right?
Monday
Weiliang came over to my house for lunch. after that we rushed off to pasir ris thinking we would be late but surprisingly we weren't. there was this group of sec2s on the mrt who were really irrritating., they were blasting music on their speakers and sitting on the floor of the train. reminded me of O level hcl yingyongwen. random
we discovered that our chalet consisted of one room with four beds. yeah its just one room. one room for the entire softball team. no idea how on earth we all managed to fit inside but we did. played pokemon monopoly which i brought over. somehow landed up bankrupt which kind of sucked but it was a good experience. won't happen again.
the ip3s did most of the barbequeing while we hung around and watched them. basically there wasn't enough food so wei liang and i went to the food court at down town east. the food sucked so bad. don't ever eat there. wei liang had to go back home to pack which was a pity.
can't remember what i did for the rest of the night. i think it revolved around stonning, playing cards and talking shit. so at around 1am, reggie, ernest and i tried to sleep by squeezing on one matress. it didn't work. it was way too tight and we got no sleep at all. so i asked reggie if he wanted to play lan and he said okay. so at 2am, james, reggie, tinho, mat, sx, ernest and i took 2 cabs to a lan shop in katong to play lan.
woah man it was so fun. the lan shop was ownage. the coms were super imba and the place was packed. at 2am.
ended up playing 4 hours of LAN. Finally learnt how to play dota. i think its a really great game.
stopped playing at 6am to go eat breakfast and macs. macs sucks big time. everything just tasted horrible.
so after breakfast we decided to go back for another hour of lan. ended up playing cs and getting owned quite badly.
Tuesday
After the incredible LAN session, we headed back to the chalet on the bus. we were supposed to sleep. I emphasize on the supposed to. ended up going to escape theme park.
escape sucks. the queues are so long its not worth your time. so there were some decent rides but the wait just made it terrible.
we left escape at around 6. i was so tired i just went to bed. got about 3 hours of sleep before waking up again. ended up playing the weird animal game with the entire softball team.
went to buy dinner again. somehow landed up eating vegetarian charsiew rice which was so bad. mock meat stinks to the core.
what was done after dinner is a sensitive topic and its contents should not be placed on a blog.
basically at 2am in the morning, james, tim, tinho and i ended up cabbing to katong to play lan AGAIN.
dota this time was damn fun. i improved drastically after special tutorledge from james.
DOTA IS FUN.
i lub rogue knight+ doom bringer.
went back to the chalet wasted and slept for like 2 hours.
basically we booked out, shared a cab with a few of the guys, and here i am wasted.
softballer for life.
side note to self:
did you do that just so you would feel a sense of satisfaction knowing that at least you tried?
Monday, December 04, 2006
I had the most curious of dreams last night.
Firstly i dreamt that i was in the semi-finals of some weird ice hockey competition with terence and ernest.
After winning the semis, we progressed to the finals and it became a netball competition and terence somehow disappeared and became jiayi.
Next i dreamt that jared came back and i was so happy that he came back. Oh and he grew a moustache
I remember dreaming that colin somehow shrunk to be shorter than ernest's younger brother who doesn't exist.
I remember a random ice cream shop cum 7-11 store that kept on appearing in my dream.
I dreamt of a lot of IP people.
I dreamt i liked this person from IP as well.
And this dream just left me really really confused.
Sunday, December 03, 2006
maybe you're right.
maybe i'm everything you said i am.
maybe i've had enough.
one of us is asking for too much,
Perhaps its me.
This night's a perfect shade of,
Dark blue.
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room, when I'm here with you.
I said the world could be burning down.
Dark blue,
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room, well I'm here with you.
I said the world could be burning dark blue
If you've ever been alone in the dark blue,
If you've ever been alone you'll know,
i am very confused at the moment.
thanks weiliang for trying to help me clear my mind of doubts.
anyway man united's match just ended. 2-1 win. barely. however manu's attacking play was encouraging
Friday, December 01, 2006
met the guys at mad jacks for dinner.
had fun over dinner just chilling and being myself.
went to island creamery after that for mud pie.
went over to my house after that.
played classic poker, cs and monopoly.
i really enjoyed watching colin go bankrupt under the hands of weiliang.
someone tell me why i land up feeling like this every other night.
forget it.
had lots of fun today.
but now,
yeah damn it.
I can't sleep.
Do you want to know why?
thanks for the lecture. you only made my mood worse.
Night is the perfect time to reflect on things.
I have a lot of blisters on my hands.
Ouch.
But i still can't sleep.
Its December already.
that was fast.
i perfectly understand that I can't expect you to be there all the time.
Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand
When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God
by Grace.
christian
17 june
just jem
.
I05
out
credits
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