our God is far greater, than words can make known.
exalted and holy, He reigns from His throne.
in infinite splendor He rules over all.
yet He feeds the poor sparrows, and He knows when they fall.
His power is great, and will ever endure.
His wisdom is peaceable, gentle and pure.
but greater than all of these glories i've seen,
is the gloriest promise, that He cares for me.
whatwhowhereyou.
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Just something random. The original title for this blogskin was something like "its a long road. will you walk with me?"
But I couldn't stand something as soppy as that so I changed it.
I'm spending all of my time on Battle for Middle Earth. Gosh its UBER FUN =)
I'm gonna buy Battle for Middle Earth 2.
And that sums up my holiday thus far.
I'm going to go jogging tomorrow.
- 12:46 AM
Monday, May 29, 2006
Sigh.
Why does it seem that the holidays aren't much of a holiday?
Endless stream of math homework. Stupid chinese book review. Gosh =(
I need help. Would anyone like to talk? please?
- 10:29 PM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
Wasted away one hour changing the template for the blog. Should have been spent doing math but I was just too lazy. Oh well =)
Championship Manager is fun. But I'm predicting that I will grow bored of it within the next one week.
Msn nicks are very interesting things. Don't know if what they say is really true. Just wanted to say some nicks give me goosebumps. Especially the really soppy love ones.
Speak for myself. Yuck =(
Happy holidays to everyone.
I remember something Pastor Kenneth said during his message today. These weren't the exact words but the general drift was this
Greatness isn't measured by how little faults you have. Everyone has faults. Greatness is when your one special ability covers up all those faults.
Wow. I wanna be great too.
- 10:33 PM
Saturday, May 27, 2006
Thats it. There is absolutely no way I can take any science next year.
I think the one word that can sum up assessment week is disappointment.
Failed 3. Yes 3 =( Haven't done that since term 1 last year. Wait I take that back. I've never failed 3 subjects before.
I must say I'm pretty proud of my maths. First time ever I got what I wanted =)
I am hugely disappointed for LA, IH and MI. I really should have done better.
No point crying over spilt milk now is there?
Oh drama is finally over. No more rehearsals till next year. Gotta find a new cca to join between now and then. ANYONE WITH ANY RECOMMENDATIONS? Please tell me I'm getting desperate.
Come to think of it I'm quite desperate for stuff to do during the holidays. Other than CS,CM,FM and BFME I have no other com games =(. So that leaves me with either getting a new com game, repairing my PS2 or... getting an Xbox360.
I think the last option looks the best
- 11:30 AM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
I have never felt this way about anyone before. I really don't know how to describe it.
Today? Just sucked. Tomorrow will definitely be worse.
I hate teachers who give you a higher mark then cancel it to give you a lower mark. Especially if that change in mark means a change in grade =( even if its only half a blinking mark.
Failure. Thats a new term thats cropped up this term. Sigh.
Don't cry. Or at least try your best not to
Good job to all those geniuses who did so well for all their papers. Especially all the stupid sciences.
Nothing more to say
- 8:58 PM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
As expected I did badly. But I never expected it to be in IH =(
I'm really expecting to fail my sciences. Yes fail.
Then again I'm grateful to what God has given me
- 7:58 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
I finally understand why my voice won't be recovering anytime soon. Two major arguments in two days where I had to strain my voice. Not very fun
I just realized I had forgotten to blog about Copa Stalia.
FYI it sucked. I played like total crap. Literally. . Played for two teams so I had 7 games. Let in a total of 7 goals in these 7 games with two clean sheets. Okay so that doesn't look two bad but some of the goals I let in were total crap. Got oled once and let a shot slip just past my arms. The rest of the goals weren't too bad cause my defence just happened to leave me one on one with the player quite often. But the point was I let in those goals =(
Yupp. And aqua had to finish third in both groups with the top 2 teams going through
On the bright side. We did beat solaris =)
I'm looking forward to LAN tmr. Enjoy myself before tuesday. Doomsday arrives soon.
- 10:55 PM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
I blew it. I totally blew my top big time =(
I apologize to everyone. And I mean everyone. I have been behaving like a total loser these past few days. My mouth is way too foul and way too loose. I don't like myself
How was Funtasia? Sorry if I let down anyone. Its just after all the people stepping on me and getting a sore throat so I couldnt scream anymore I just totally died. Everything thats been pilling up the past few days just let loose.
I'm not sure what worse, swearing or crying. But the point is I did both.
At least dinner was super fun. Went to blackcanyon with a bit of 05 and a lot of 01. Twas good Stay tunned for THE VIDEO. The one and only of ahem and his 2ocents horse ride =)
I hope everyone enjoyed haunted house
I'm hoping my voice recovers by next week. Cause at this rate I'm so doomed.
I don't want results. I cannot take another major dissappointment.
Lets all watch me break down. again.
- 9:42 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Wow. Its... Over. That was fast.
Well almost over at least. One more paper and I'm done and dusted.
Untill the results of course.
I'm dying for soccer tomorrow. Come on man =)
This feeling is just horrid. I want to but I know I won't
Happy birthday rayshio. Enjoyed lunch today =p
Shoot without the ammo. One shot one kill
- 5:58 PM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
I think I can understand why people hate IP.
We're so freaking arrogant. We think we're the best. We want to win. And just win. By any means. Losing isn't an opiton.
Why can't we see that life isn't all about winning? Your life isn't measured by how many As and A+ you get. Sometimes losing is good. Teaches you humility. Something we all lack.
Whatever happened to values? Values like honesty, integrity, loyalty.
Are we really that deaf? We can't even hear the examiner when he says "Stop writting"
People continue for five, ten minutes writing their answers. Do you really want that mark you shouldn't be getting?
Then when they get back their results, they are all smiles going on about how great they got. Their entire term report is just one whole long list of As with the occasional B+, missed by that one mark. Then they make one whole big fuss about missing out by that one bit GPA? 3.8? 3.9? Maybe even a 4.0? 4.1 possibly? I don't know I never got anywhere near there
Can't you spare a thought for those who actually listen to the examiner? For those who actually stop writting when the examiner says stop. For those people who haven't finished their paper either? It's really frustrating sitting there and watching people at the corner hurriedly writing answers to unfinished questions when you yourself are dying to pick up your pen and continue
What happened to our values as people? As humans. As students.
If you don't deserve it, don't take it.
I'm not saying we shouldn't study hard. It's just about having the right attitude towards studying.
We lie. We cheat. We just haven't stole yet.
I think I understand why the JC students hate us.
Put in their shoes, I'd hate IP as well.
You can hate me for saying this, but I think we should all go reexamine ourselves.
- 1:42 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006
4 down. 5 more.
Assessment rocks my socks.
Papers were mostly horrid today. Had a neckache at the end of my last paper. Tried to turn it and all I could feel was pain =(
I cannot cannot cannot wait for thursday. Football. Oh yeah.
Im riding my luck just like liverpool. Highly doubt my luck will hold out
physics. whhhhhheeeeeeeeeee
Take care johnson
- 10:32 PM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
All ready now? Not really but I don't have much of a choice
Thank you Lord.
Good luck to everyone for assessment week. All the best.
- 11:17 PM
90 mins (+ 21): It's very hard to keep track of which Liverpool players are on their feet. Gerrard, Sissoko and Finnan go down in quick suuccession. And now West Ham striker Marlon Harewood joins in the fun, although his problem seems to be an injury rather than cramp.
Its penalties now. West Ham should have buried the match long ago. Its going to be really sad if they lose.
Liverpool Penalty: Hamman scores. Shoot.
West Ham Penalty: SHIT SAVED.
Liverpool Penalty: Hyppia SAVED =)
West Ham Penalty: SHERINGHAM SCORESSS =)
Liverpool Penalty: Gerard. Badummmmm. Badummm. score. dang
West Ham Penalty: Konchesky SAVED. SHIT. crap penalty =(
Liverpool Penalty: Riise shoot =( =(
West Ham: Ferdinand
SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT.
=(
=(
And i cried at 12.43am.
I hate you Jose Reina
- 12:38 AM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
Thats number three.
I can't bear to look myself in the mirror. I don't dare to think of what I've done.
Stained with something worse than blood. My own blood?
A different kind of pain. Not outside but inside. Guilt and shame to hide.
- 10:02 PM
I can't believe I dreamt of you again.
Seriously wth.
- 9:00 AM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Far Away Nickelback
This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know,
That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know,
That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know,
I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say
That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long
So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore Believe it Hold on to me never let me go
Keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore Believe it Hold on to me never let me go (Keep breathing) Hold on to me never let me go (Keep breathing) Hold on to me never let me go
- 11:42 PM
How has the week been? Work, work, work. And a little bit of fun here and there.
But I guess its just been work. Barh.
And why am I even blogging now? Thats a good question.
I miss my family. It's really really depressing like this.
Its going to take nothing short of a miracle for me to get an A for any of my sciences =(
- 12:00 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006
I am pissed. Seriously.
Disappointed with myself, with drama, with just about everything.
I can't do anything right can I?
Tell me am I supposed to feel something now? How do I feel?
Cause all I want to do is something I'm good at. Or something I find fun. Since I can't find anything that fits in the first category,
Just let me play soccer with my friends.
- 7:26 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Its amazing what one hour can do to you.
9.20pm: MI in a terrible state. Contemplating near failure at how lousy it was. Mood? Crap
10.20pm: After one hour of editing plus research, I feel much better =D
Now tomorrow back to math. Blegggghhhhhhhh
- 10:23 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006
Today was a surprisingly good day.
I understood physics.
I understood chem.
I understood chinese!!!!! Miracle
I saved a really nice penalty from Johnson.
And that sums it up.
- 10:20 PM
Monday, May 01, 2006
Detaied chronology of Sunday+Monday
Morning: Sleep =)
Afternoon: Church+ Really long lunch+ Shopping Got a new long sleevs black shirt. Finally =) its nice man
Mid Afternoon: Attempted IH Essay.
7.30pm: Go to cold storage with Johnson. Buy loads of rubbish and stock up.
Interesting situtation. We were at Video Ezy picking a VCD to purchase. Eventually we settled on some dumb title which sounded remotely interesting. Well we saw Football Hooligans on the rental shelf and we desperately wanted that. But unfortunately neither of us were 18 and neither had video ezy membership so yeah. =( well later on we found out the VCD we bought was M18. Lol we didn't realize and the guy didn't say anything. Smart yeah?
The rest is history. Colin came over at around 11.
Evening+Morning Itinerary: 3 soccer matches, 3 movies, Super Smash Bros, CS, Championship Manager 03/04, some crap shows on TV, MSN, drifting in and out of sleep and loads of other fun stuff
Well in between that we ate: 1 bag of popcorn, 2 bags of chips, 1 tub of ice cream, 2 bottles of soft drinks, 2 packets of warhead sweets, fish fingers, 1 pizza, 1 bag of onion rings and a 6 pack of Jolly Shandy. Sweet
Just FYI the matches on TV sucked. Badly.
Eventually we settled for sleeping at 7am. Ahhh
Woke up at 11.45. Interesting. Went over to the old rj/nus high to play tennis and basketball. I beat colin, johnson and colin PLUS johnson at basketball =)
Well they left at around 1 only to come back again at 3 cause Colin forgot his w/s. So they stayed on till around 6 when Colin had to go. Played CM, FM and SSB in between with a little work. Johnson stayed over for dinner and we played more SSB. He left at around 9pm.
